THEORHETICALLYSPEAKING
By Th3ori
Gifted and Twisted- II
Gifted and twisted a conceited misfit
Extremely talented - a birth of extremes
Family exposed me to history of disease but
Didn’t inform my about iniquity
Contagious and malignant
He’s spreading to most of me
Imploding- uploading- I’m purging dark-energy
The insecurity sting- sifting me like wheat
Cunning and deceptive- making promises they can’t keep
Speaking quickly- they sink
They look at me they see sheep- offering water
They came to eat…
Practicing to be attentive and attending
Austerity of you and me-
Repositioning- the continued opening - steady amplifying of the breach
Bridge builder with blueprint of counterfeit dream
But Dream weaver has woven - sown himself into me
I am weary- wearing vulnerability
Souls tearing – mending - trying to make ends meet
That repair, an impossibility?
Vowing change- lying disciple with principles of, I want everything
Envious, wanting what doesn’t belong to them
Stealing another man’s dream and feeling nothing
Leaving him heartless- emotionally cripple
A ripple to a pebble - causing tsunami’s to spring
Under my decision- I leave rubble
In pain- brings down thunder
Inconsiderate- we’ve become insensitive
My lightening is destruction-
Done in the moment of the plan I plotted
Crossed the "t" documented - documentary of right winged things
Seeing in hind sight- rewind me back- keeping track-not an accident
Rather a matter of fact-
Chess is just that-
12 moves ahead- I want my queen back
In one piece- I want my city intact
Reminded to remember when it happen to me
The stinging- the retched bereaving- over the death love brings
The Joy pain sings-
Reminiscing over former things
Honoring, I’m alive - I didn’t die - I’m still living, hoping and
Enjoying birthing
Purposeful born out of personal
Redirection out of rejection
It was a bitter infection - Asian flu
Sick to death- fear afflicted my body
But fire purifies you
Karma’s ice cold – when you, witness to you
Hospitalized- tallying in my head-
The dastardly deeds
Influential sneezes- catch a cold- catch it with me scenes
So sexy – cause look at what you will do for me
I thought it was loyalty
An Eagle on the ground – sees poorly
Gracing the fallen- thinking it was my calling
To making them see it my way
But the tragedy is walking beside you and your broken dreams
Lowering my elevation
Living in another mans- space- a broken crucible
Knowing I should have been more of an example
Instead of legendary for my killing spree
Fear in the face of adversity
My choices- crystal- staring back at me
Tremendous understanding with every breath I breathe
Praying for forgiveness
I knew nothing - In love with amusing
Uncomfortable in my likeness of Him
Avoiding the real me
Building memories and withering-
Instead of utilizing my streams
In an atmosphere designed to stifle me
Dream killers with tremendous lung capacity
And I can be devastating when I speak
Bad for this environment
Time I grow up and fly in maturity
Apologies before I leave
Love you to life
Oxygen- breathe
Grace granted
He’s restored me
No more will you see me
This is my second chance
I refuse to squander it-
My calling
My life
My story
My song
Peace- I’m gone
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