TheorheticallySpeaking
A time of reflection the price of freedom
By Nikki of Na’ Vinci
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Time stands still - silence surrounds me
A kindness- a kind of hind sight
Found the path to travel –“Hinds Feet”
Followed all the signs- lead me to light
In times of contemplation found the mirror of Gd
Seems He’s been here-hear all the time- been searching seeking
Looking- missing messages- perspective- limited- tinted- twisted vision- confusion mocking me
Emotional stimulus- Ego tripping-
Charming- bracelet shopping- perfect 10ing- Bo Derek- there I mentioned it
Braiding me by fusing what I thought I lacked- home improvements
Home Depot- locking into my lover’s eyes- connecting- connection-two-gether- Strengthened –
Creating powerful bond-
Only to discover that the (She’s) were imposters-none were what the packaged promised
Many mislabeled, broken and missing pieces- now two-gether has a different meaning
(She’s) weren’t real- (she’s) were dimming me- symbols of my idol worship-evidenced by
Gifts given, finger food feeding, delectables, grapes, berries and Jewelry given – in vain
The change – the changes were not in idols but in self-reflection- unearthing the God- the resurrection
In His image- baring His likeness- becoming what I am – what I was born to be- young Bourneforit-
I can believe I can achieve….
Wasted time searching for what I was too lazy to be but all is well- every experience lends a strength- a certain synergy….
To the branch for I am the tree, planted by many waters, flowing from me many streams.
I Learned idols can’t provide fulfillment- they just compel you to keep seeking- peeking and reaching-
inching with only temporary satisfaction – for in the details of statues - another man’s creation are Not the details you were supposed to find your reflection in-
For while you may be attracted to it but you don’t know the details that produced this— the pain that
Hewn it or the needle of dope in the vain that Imagined it or the level of intoxication, brokenness,
Reckless abandonment that sketched the crevasse
Or the spoken words expressed at the nexus- what consultation is the true bearer of this reflection you
Connect with- have breakfast- or you could find yourself in worse shape- developing an appetite for
Shaving and cutting-in lust with the blade- feel me? Then let the circumcision begin
A holy hand - performing the surgical necessity- purging the perjury- the lies that (mis)labeled you and
Gave birth to an Ego – a very fragile thing that manipulates and deceives- espouses emotionally then
Quickly abandons you- Yeah I got a big one- shit I used to pray to him- now, I’m finally accepting he’s not
Love- he's not a true friend- So, I have to reign and rule over him - like a venomous snake- charm him….
Hands raised- surrender to the ascension- there is power in forgiveness, faith, hope, Love, praise- Thanks giving; generosity, kindness, humility…
Abortion of the lie child - Pregnant with the Love child
Found the mirror of Gd- in His eyes my own reflection- in His eyes
Sitting in silence- my soul child, quiet… beside a shattered still image-now walks a rendering of redemption’s child… reborn – eyes open – other than- raised from the dead- no longer baring the - Weakness of separation- no longer lost in space- lost in intellect- reconnected- unified… One again
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